Well, you might be wondering why it has been so long.......Well what a rough few weeks its been, I wanted to come on but wasnt ready too discuss things, but with this blog I want to discuss my life and how it is to be internationl lol.
Well after many fights, arguments, laughing, meeting old friends and we are back to where we were 2 years ago. Husbands depression is back and I feel so sad for him and for me. You get to this stage and realise the second time round that things are worse than they were before yet we are great, getting on better than we ever have yet it is here again....this time I think it is here to stay.
Only one thing for it and that is making that glass half full, rather than half empty. Life is a big thing and you need to appreciate it, I only hope that I can do my best for him and pull him through this.
Yesterday started with both of us in mad moods as we had a massive fight the night before and I think we were so close to finishing things but we went to bed and woke up still annoyed and angry. We parted at the station and husbnad went to work, as did I. I got a text message at 10.00, " I have been sent home, and I am going to the doctors", anyway we met for lunch (I had mussels and they were lovely), husband told me he was put back on the tablets and given sleeping tablets, my heart sank, I cant bear him hurt and having to go through this again but we need to be strong. The doctor has taken blood tests so we will wait and see what comes from them, as it could be a medical reason for the depression.
Anyway heart to heart last night and everything went well, we know its nothing to do with our relationship. Anyway I played Uncharted 2 and went to bed.
Now I have woken up today and feeling better, went to work and ooh my god I am so busy and it is killing me lol.
Nothing more exciting, I wonder if any of you are listening.
DEPRESSION SUFFERERS - To anyone that suffers depression, Be strong, Have good people around you and get the help you need....You Deserve it. xxxxxxxx
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